Thursday, November 19, 2009

wary

I have been wondering a lot lately if after this baby comes out if my symptoms will all return...the pain, fatigue, general sicky-ness. I was still struggling with fatigue when I got pregnant in the first place. Most of my other symptoms had disappeared thankfully. But it seemed strange for the fatigue to just go away. I mean, you feel fatigued in the first trimester anyhow so I couldn't tell a difference but for sure I tell a difference now. I don't get the rug pulled out from under me if I go grocery shopping anymore and generally I have the stamina to keep the house up, etc.

I think traveling will be the biggest test for me. I travel in December and in the past, traveling has put me out of commission for at least a few days after. So I wonder what will happen now.

If I do truly have Fibromyalgia (which is debatable since they said my symptoms were actually caused by yeast), I have heard that pregnancy can erase the symptoms and then by the third trimester you start feeling some of those symptoms again.

I'm just so curious to see what will happen! I'm praying my problems are gone but I don't want to get my hopes up too high in case it all comes crashing down again when baby arrives.