Monday, January 3, 2011

anxious

I know I shouldn't be anxious because I can cast my anxiety on the Lord, but sometimes even though my head is fine, my physical body doesn't seem to get the message.

Here's the rundown:
-My girls and husband are taking off tomorrow for a multi-state drive to arrive in our new hometown.  I am not well enough to log all those hours in the car (2-3 days) so I will be flying in a few days on my birthday.   We originally planned on me taking our 9 month old on the plane too, but my body has deteriorated so much in the last two weeks that I can't even hold her for more than a few minutes.

-I'm in a treatment week so it will still be tough to fly.  I fly out on January 6th (Happy Birthday to me)

So please pray for safe travels for all and that we'd quickly get settled in our new state.

4 comments:

  1. Dear Heather....I just want you to know that you, Matt, and the girls are in my daily prayers. I cannot imagine what it is like to feel the way you feel...I think you are a very brave and patient person. I pray that your move goes as smoothly as it possibly can and that your travels on the airplane are at the the very least tolerable...:-)

    xoxoxoxo Melissa

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  2. I'm so sorry.

    I'll definitely keep you in my prayers.

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  3. You are a brave woman, Heather--I really admire you for doing this. Good luck with the journey--I wish you quick and safe travels, and lots of love. You can do it! :)

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  4. One more thing: I was just talking to my husband about your story. We were remembering what life was like a few months into treatment (OMG so awful), and we both have the greatest respect for you. There's no way I could have done what you're doing now--I know how terrible you feel physically--and it's quite a miracle that you have it in you to make this trip. So inspiring.

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